01 The qualities of our experiences are shown to us by how we feel about them. From the perspective of the authentic self our emotions are truthful displays of what we have agreed to experience. Feelings, truth filled with personal organic reactions involving inner bio physical activities, includes neuropeptides, hormones, enzymes, act as a network of inner integrity giving us something to pay attention to. Of course it is our choice to accept this dynamic and decode meaningful data from it. The quality of our current experience, in some cases, may perhaps be less than preferable. Says who? Our body. These inner dramas reflect and parallel an outer drama, a relating experience. Our emotions parallel our feelings, which parallel our thoughts, which parallels the dynamics of our body’s internal pharmacopoeia, which parallels an external relating drama. If we want to see what is going on then we want to see the whole entire holographic picture with all it’s layered parallels as being congruent from one layer to the next. Considering a single layer separate from these other parallel elements renders our insight handicapped making it difficult to see the bigger picture. Saying “I choose to be above it” means we are choosing to accept the holographic truth of our experience. Keeping the mind in isolation and not registering the holographic parallels of our experiences is to merely repeat ideas and words mechanically. In a sense we can feel the difference between knowing something and understanding something simply by embracing the holographic picture.

02 The mind is an information relaying device, a bio machine bringing realities into mental focus. For the prudent evolving human, thinking without feeling is over. By following our feelings, by asking how do we feel about a situation, by actually moving our conscious attention to our feelings, our mind will follow and translate. Our feelings are given a place with the holographic stage of a grander experience. If we think outside of emotional congruency we move outside the realm of what our bio vehicle deems relevant. It may be shocking to consider how current humanity has been encouraged to memorize facts, assemble data, and be set up as walking encyclopedias, only to become redundant in the wake of evolving technology. Taking a look at the development of our current educational processes we can see how the sensual self was not considered, it’s dialogue ignored. It is the bio sensual self which generates the feelings which inform us as to what is going on. You could say our body has an opinion. All we have to do is look around and see what is happening now. Relating dynamics, at work, at home, in community affairs, in global affairs, are showing the individual something. The individual is being shown their body’s opinion. Chasing through the mind’s memorized facts, rationalizing from the head up, can take one’s focus away from the very truth which they currently long for. The habit of thinking absent of the body’s bio opinion can get the body’s attention big time. The body’s language, being one of inner bio chemical drama which we experience as feelings and other body languages, has it’s own way of screaming at us. When someone who is experiencing a trauma goes to their bin of memorized ideas to seek solution, goes to external validation where they rely on rationalized versions of prepackaged for them by an external authority, they may experiencing their body saying “you’re going the wrong”, screaming as if they were going the wrong way on a multi-lane highway. If an individual experiences a painful accident perhaps what is below the chin will be acknowledged, yet do we have to be forced to feel?

03 Unresolved opinion collisions, issues, become launching pads for blissful experiences when we can be aware of the layered congruency implied by holographic experience which contains them. Trusting our feelings honors our innate bio intelligence and leads us to our personal individualized truth relevant to our relating situations. Awareness takes root in our ego, we are able to be our own Sargent, we give our self commands which have a congruency, a harmonic, which implies expanded awareness. Our personal level of self assuredness comes from an expanded authentic place. Added support and personal formulates in decisive focused actions which imply an intent to honor harmony within our relating experiences.

04 On October 23rd 2006 Juno the asteroid stepped into Libra. The typical for Juno in a zodiac sign is six to eight weeks, but this goddess will be dancing around in Libra until September 11th 2007. Notice how there is a general willingness to be quite about some relationship issues. Issues which we know can cause some relationship fussing are ignored for now, sent underground or padded over. The energy nuance here concerns self appreciation, self acknowledgment. In order to experience relationship harmony in the form of appreciation and acknowledgment we must first appreciate ourselves. Relationship contention implies putting energy out there which is not received by another in the way it was expected to be received. During the Juno in Libra transit we may decide to keep quite as opposed to bringing up points of contention. Some partners will keep quite because they want to be appreciated for their ability to keep the peace, Juno in Libra. Keeping quite is wonderful if and only if we have honest with ourselves, if we pay attention to our body’s feeling. Once we are able to honor the external relating experience by accepting the inner parallel we can get on with the business of fleshing out denial. On June 3rd Juno will go from retrograde motion to direct motion. After June 3rd a relationship reiteration process closes and relating experiences will begin moving in a new direction. That direction will depend on the quality of self acceptance the relating individuals hold. In some cases a release of self pity allows a pure nurturing quality to come alive. For parents and children a refreshed awakening to the parental role can be felt and acted upon. This affects the relating quality and appreciation of harmony in the home.

05 In the work environment you may find yourself between a rock and a hard place. What are you being forced to acknowledge? You get to this truth by paying attention to how you feel. Yu may admit that you have been agreeing to tow your bosses ideals, even though these ideals were not your own. You may discover that you have been agreeing to pad over an issue all along and keep quite about these ideals. But what if you have been evolving and now you have out grown the ideals which you are still obligating yourself to give energy to? Being discerning as opposed to judgmental, being accepting as opposed to reacting, honoring your feelings and emotions as if they are a very intelligent communication befitting your auspicious authentic self you know exactly what is going on.

06 Using an objective self admitting approach you can align with truth, you can use divination methods such as tarot cards or what ever you like to play with to get right down in there ans see your own stuff. Without the willingness and clarity of personal admitting these methods will be a form of denial management and their effectiveness will wane. On the other hand admission medicine will assert a personal commitment which leads to essence recovery and that is a euphoric experience indeed.

07 Falsely and fearfully we may have relinquished our self acceptance and allowed our self to buy into an undesired version of social relating which comes to a head, a climax. This climax, as always, will be within a larger holographic picture. As you own the experience as your creation, expand the experience by witnessing and observing both the inner and outer versions of the drama, you begin to see the magical threads of congruency which epitomize your own ability to electromagnetically stretch yourself. As a feeling emotional creature you have much value, not only to yourself, you have value to those you relate with, to Gaia, and to Spirit. It goes without saying that it is not our business to save others. As we get the hang of it we can see that nobody requires saving by us. We will actually inspire others by being integrity. Our experiences are our creation, this created experience epitomizes the quality of our personal self acceptance. We are expected to own our creations, to won our denial. This expectation becomes front row and center when we make a clear commitment to evolve ourselves.

01 Being clear and serious as we consider our creative power says we are going to own what comes back to us, doing so puts us in a position of evolving our opportunities. May 16 2007, Wednesday

02 In our drive to seek appreciation from another who we would fancy a harmonious relationship with our rationalized version of this seeking influences our intention focus. Many realities are supported and created when we put our intention power out there. If we were unaware of our powerful intentions and ignorant of our entrapment in rational mind we are likely going to be creating confusing relationship situations. It takes more energy to be ignorant than to be clear as being ignorant we can not sync up with or resonate with the natural organic harmonic of Gaia’s oneness, nor will our rationalization sync up with our spiritual self. When we are truly inspired our world experiences are acknowledged with an effortlessness, we can tell when Spirit likes and supports our choices. When we feel heavy and life is difficult we experience drudgery and difficultly, perhaps the Spirit realm is taking a pass on our interest. It is up to us to pay attention to the congruency and consistency between our passions and sensuality our ideals and our spirit if we expect our will and intentions to manifest with effortlessness. May 17 2007, Thursday

03 Impeccable self acceptance takes our identity out of the rational mind. Thoughts become the temporal happenstance of the mind where their value is known through feeling association. Are we destined to become the Aquarian aviator during our life time? To be truly excited about our unique human experience sends a confirming signal through our entire being, our organic sensual self gets the picture, you can feel it. The thrill of being apart of Gaia’s grand realignment is perhaps to good to be true. Impeccable self acceptance as a conceivable truth will usher denial to the forefront such that personal versions of mass beliefs which define humanity can be upgraded or purged. May 18 2007 Friday.

04 An ability to see an unfolding drama from an expanded perspective will provide a heads up as to how our gift giving or talent sharing will be received. We imply certain notions and beliefs when we interact with others. Are we aware that we have chosen to give authority energy to a particular belief? For example, excited and optimistic we give nurturing attention to another. We all have gifts we like to share with others. We may get an idea of how we can facilitate a relating experience by bringing a gift or talent forward to the target party. Our impulse to do so will be based on a belief that we hold or assume defining them, ourselves, and the relating dynamic. This is where our ability to feel a situation from an expanded perspective will give us a knowing as to the belief this generosity defines, and how we will be received. May 19 2007 Saturday

05 By observing how we make automatic assumptions which explain away our emotions we can begin to see how we have allowed external authorities dominion over the quality of our experience. It is fun and exciting to be inspired by another, to have a hero. But what happens when we unknowingly begin pretending we are them? Or measure and compare ourselves to them forgetting about our own unique and special self? Our emotional sensitivity is a powerful asset which can be used to read realities. We can see emotional sensitivity at work when we care for the very young, caring for any other but especially the very young. When our spirit and essence gets tied up in unresolved relationship issues we dampen our emotional sensitivity in other areas. When we allow each emotional reaction to be unique and specific in it’s description of our experience, as opposed to being qualified by hero worship, we fine tune ourselves, we discover something unique about ourselves. Our emotional sensitivity moves us beyond a shoebox mentality, we begin to read between the lines. In the coarser matter of rationalizing what happens is our emotional experiences are explained away by preset answers, we relinquish choice by accepting these preset answers. For the person who intends to evolve it behooves him/her to understand that there is no such thing as an answer to a question, that the experience itself is to be honored for what it allows the evolving self to feel about himself/herself. Relationship issues, as unresolved opinion collisions, show us how no choice thinking limits our relationship potential. May 20 2007 Sunday

06 How we see life, the quality of our physical sight correlates with how well we balance rationalizing with holographic awareness. As a result of our personal evolution and awakening our 3rd eye chakra comes alive, we become more informed gaining access to the deeper realities we participate within. Intending to evolve yet refusing to see collides in the eyes. Stagnate energy needs to get stirred up for us to see and admit that it is actually there. Denial management is not bad, of course not. We have had to and in many cases continue to be entrained to beliefs and paradigms which do not honor our individual connection with creation, which do not acknowledge or accept our creativity. Where have we surrendered our ability to see life holographically, to look inside ourselves? One by one we reverse past decisions, past assumptions, through a process of admitting. We begin to move from denial management to admission medicine. Our eyes are magical in function, our sense of vision, of sight, is truly a remarkable connection to the physical world which surrounds us. The optic nerves crisscross in the head , the optic nerve of each individual eye connects to the opposite brain hemisphere. In order to move denial into admission we need to get in there and own it, we need to feel it personally, intimately, so that we can get the scoop. As we make our commitment clear to Spirit we can be expect to be setup, we can expect the necessary drama which will lead us toward an admission doorway. What do you suppose is in there? Are we ready to take a deeper look into ourselves? May 21 2007 Monday

07 Observing our own drama and our own self animation as we interact with others we see our beliefs in action, actions which speak louder than words. As we begin to admit and own our own past ignorance and behavior a new light begins to shine through us. We begin to see relationship situations from an expanded perspective. Much is revealed which was previously hidden, or not admirable to our self image. May 22 2007 Tuesday

08 Being kind on the job can inspire others to do the same. We can imply a quality of harmony and fellowship through our professional approach. Relationship scenarios are a wonderful place to explore as we intend on evolving and embracing the spiritual aspect of each and every experience of our lives. Lets look at some examples, being aloof or withdrawn to avoid an unpleasant emotional reaction or panicking about our reputation these are hardly acts of divine nonchalance. Any yet when this aloofness or panic is owned in a discerning trusting manner much is uncovered. We can think of these emotional reactions as a leaks in our self acceptance, where we are dependant on an external authority in order to establish self value. So panic is good, aloofness is good, right? We can make it so, it’s all about attitude. Our creative expression is given support by our self confidence. The way in which a communication is dramatized is indicative of the accepted beliefs which define the relating experience. Our style of relating implies an assumed belief which affects how we treat or receive others or how we expect to be treated or received. It is easy to make the connection between self confidence and how we either treat others or how we expect to be treated ourselves. If our self confidence does not require external validation we are not affected by the attitudes of others, our relating experiences maintain a clear vision which is a result of our ability to read the emotional energy of the moment. May 23 2007 Wednesday

09 Unresolved emotional reactions can cause priorities to be confused. Divine surrender is being complete in our ownership and responsibility, we are accepting what is. Such an act of courage turns denial toward admission and ownership. Less panicking over details leaves more space and energy to stand back and see a bigger picture. May 24 2007 Thursday.

10 As emotional considering becomes known for it’s ability to retrieve congruent data and information a wider richer view of social paradigms is made available to the individual. It is a joyful experience to be in the flow and expression of our own authentic creating. Our innate value to creation is apparent through such an experience and requires no rationalized figuring or explanation, all is in the creative experience of the moment. As we are able to know and remember such an inspired connection with our creative unique self we begin to redefine and reshape our identity and place within community. In a state of graceful allowing we are released from the burden of supporting false paradigms. May 25 2007 Friday

11 It can be frightening to be undefined yet we must experience periods of undefined self or no self as we advance our own personal evolution. This can be your time to own self belittling acts which were done to you or which you agreed to because somehow doing so was preconceived as an asset supporting and leading toward a social relating experience. Life can be very entertaining, we are entertaining ourselves and others and we are being entertained, all works well when we know we are playing human. But what happens when we take ourselves too seriously? Pretending to be a certain guy or gal in order to achieve social connection implies particular beliefs about reality. As an example we may have quietly, or unknowingly chosen an accolade for ourselves then went around pretending it is indeed so where the pretending it is so is the seeking for acknowledgment externally. Another way of being involved in a relationship which is dependant upon external acknowledgment is when one person detects when another is seeking acknowledgment for a self implied character and the person who detects this chooses to actively acknowledge it for them thus creating a dependancy upon their acknowledging. We may be unaware that we have taken on false identities, false authenticity. Authenticity when congruent with our Soul’s identity holds us in a frequency of relating on a much vaster scope of existence which supercedes mental rationalizations as all is know through the emotional intelligence of the heart. We know and remember that the world is a stage and we are all actors. So why would we take on false identity and false authenticity? As always it is for the emotional experience it offers us. This can be understood when we understand how emotions connection us with our Soul. The beliefs and paradigms which have been bought into have laid out for us a map or territory which our character set, or role playing self, gets to choose from. In our innocence we agree to play out these externally defined identities because we desire a relating experience. We are actually taught and encouraged to play along, as if it is the thing to do. Astro alignments parallel the breakup of such false self definitions which have been taken too seriously. Now we must ask our selves, do we want our world to be defined for us by another or are we going to be in charge of ourselves? May 26 2007 Saturday

12 The quality of the appreciation we experience for our scarifies reflects the deeper tone of our own self appreciation. We become conduits for energy when our thoughts are congruent with our temporal self. Events are transpiring which facilitate an opportunity for individuals to find the common thread uniting the physical sensual feeling self with the inspired thinking self. If we present ourselves in agreeable terms with something we do not actually agree with we may be able to maintain a relating experience. Such past sacrifices can return now in the form of body alerts or emotional reactions. In order to evolve the sensual self needs to purge these mind tracks or ego programs, doing so will allow energetic connects between Spirit and the organic counter part, our physical vehicle. May 27 2007 Sunday

13 When we choose to have a loving relationship with ourselves as a first order of priority we align the many layers and elements of our being to a unified congruent identity. In the meantime relating dynamics with others can trigger emotional and feeling dynamics. Through our expectation to secure relationship harmony by depending upon another for our feeling of harmony, we have placed that which determines the quality of our experience outside ourselves. As we own and value these feeling reactions we begin to flesh out and make known to our self the quality of our current self acceptance. Once self love is valued and supported we discover how relating experiences have been given a pretense by agreeing to share a common belief. We become aware of the changing state of some relating experiences. May 28 2007 Monday

14 Accepting whatever leadership situation we are currently experiencing as our own creation puts us solely in the auspicious place as the designer of it. What defines a great leader or a successful leader? Their number of followers? Their quality of understanding? The magic of their inspiration? Their ability to maintain control? Where is the leader within, the guru within? As a way-shower, teacher, or commander, you have a particular self image, a particular way of accepting self as a leader or a teacher. The emotional intensity of being in charge can flesh out issues such as competition, jealously, envy, which of course are a deflecting of personal responsibilities. These things each imply a need for external validation and a blindness to one’s own creative power. This is why we want to accept what ever leadership situation we are currently experiencing as if we are the designer of it, no matter which role we play within it. From here we can feel our expectation of reality and confirm the correlation between this expectation and actual events. The value in the event is the feeling it allows us to experience. Styles of leadership change over time, new types are born and old types recede. Either way it is not the focus and concern for those who are impeccable at accepting their authentic self and creative source. Their focus is being along for the ride. For them there are no more sheep and there are no more shepards. May 29 2007 Tuesday.

15 Agreed upon consensus is revealed to the witnessing individual who has become curious as to the nature of their own personal passion. When we are feeling rather passionate about something we might want to take a moment to see what qualifies our passion. What beliefs support our passion and what beliefs does our passion question? When we witness our own passionate stance we can objectively discover much about ourselves. We can see the parallel between the internal and external dynamics. We can discover the beliefs and assumptions about life which are tied to external reality. We can see how external validation is implied in our own inner passion. As we expand and evolve our self knowing we begin a natural organic process of seeing circumstances from a holographic perspective, we see many connections to many ideas notions and beliefs. We see how a single shared external event or drama is interrupted by the many others who also experience the event. Their beliefs are revealed by their own actions and reactions to the shared drama. Agreed upon consensus is revealed to the witnessing individual who has become curious to the nature of their own personal passion. Social relating dynamics depend upon particular assumptions and beliefs about reality as the beliefs ultimately allow the shared experience. May 30 2007 Wednesday

16 The evolving self repeatedly discovers instances where morality and theory has been substituted and acted upon as if fact. These substitution discoveries are evidence of a reconstructing and evolving social and personal self. A way to expand any area of our life is to bring in more understanding from a spiritual perspective. As spirit we have access to pools of creative energy, which, as the local human, we become conduits for. This occurs when we allow ourselves to be playfully entertained by life’s holographic nature. As we acknowledge each person’s potential to be a conduit or channel for this creative spirit filled energy we move naturally toward a place of friendly allowing supporting relating experiences. Our allowing nature can potentially inspire others to access their own unique creativity, of course this choice is completely their own. Creation allows us to do many things, our social paradigms on the other hand suggest and support boundaries, boundaries which are considered fair and just. As we grow in personal and social awareness these boundaries may come under question as to their current value. Questioning standard boundaries as per their current usefulness we begin to discover beliefs or notions which qualify their rationalization. We discover theory and morality which has substituted for fact. If we are to tear down or alter these boundaries we are implying an evolved sense of our personal and social responsibility. This evolving sense of personal and social self can be seen as a reconstruction process where both socially and personally we are redefining ourselves. Some things just do not feel right to us, if we are to honor this feeling observation where would it lead us, both personally and socially? We may end up questioning long held notions, traditions and beliefs which have served as the guidelines and formulas for our current style of living. May 31 2007 Thursday

17 The parallel between thought and feeling when considered and recognized, harmonizes the left and right brain hemispheres. At the moment of new Moon the asteroid Pallas Athena will be conjunct the North Node in Pisces. Considering the parallel between Pallas Athena and the Pisces Virgo nodal axis we can experience the harmony and balance between right and left brain hemispheres as a brain wave synchronization. This hemispheric synchronization will allow us to engage our life experience from a holographic perspective, manifesting many more choices for us then what may have been typically considered. When an event is experienced holographically the emotional self extrapolates many perspectives any one of which will generate a linear rationalized mental process. Once we begin to experience such natural holographic reception of reality we can see how our recent paradigms and culture are caught in the limitation of rationalizing upon but a signal version or interpretation of reality. June 1 2007, Friday

18 As we become aware that everything in life is spiritual we realize that our past relationships held a spiritual meaning and purpose for us. We can choose to see our relationship dramas as opportunities to identify beliefs which shape the quality of our experience. When we are ready to evolve, our past relationship issues can return, our current feelings will parallel old dramas. Being ripe to evolve means we must shift on many levels, our thinking is not the only thing which will morph, our entire being is involved, this is why deep feelings must come up. Beliefs are described to us through the experiences we manifest and how we emotionally respond to them. There is an undeniable truth in this mirroring process. Creation’s justice is in the self mirroring. If relationship feelings from the past are returning now we want to be evolved enough to own our opinion of our partner from yesterday. You will know what belongs to you, if not by the actions of the partner certainly by your emotional reaction to those actions. June 2 2007, Saturday

19 Parental urges and responses are influenced by our loving spirit, we resonate with great joy as we participate in unconditional nurturing experiences. June 3 2007, Sunday

20 An expression of creative energy wants to bust away from it’s tethers and restraints. Beliefs which limit creative energy and the natural ease which characterizes it’s expression can be viewed as pessimistic. Are these views and hesitations warranted? When an intention to be cautious combines or meets up with an intention to be ambitious we can feel anxious. Admitting and exploring our feeling of anxiousness will lead us to the assumptions of self these intentions are supported by. With Mars in Aries raw assertion can fire up ambitions. A prudent look at frustrated or anxious energy will give us clarity, we can be clear if now is the correct time to move forward with an inspired plan. June 4 2007, Monday

21 It behooves us to identify limiting beliefs, doing so will be the ultimate freeing experience. It is one thing to accept and acknowledge our freedom and creative energy, it is another thing to experience limitation and to blame another for our frustration. June 5 2007, Tuesday.

22 Sometimes, no matter what, we want to do things our own way. We want the experience of being dependant upon our own insight. In such cases do we not need an external authority to refuse to follow? If we have an external authority to refuse to go along with we get to experience the dynamic of our rebel self. If we feel a need to be rebellious or to protest for our freedom we need look no further than ourselves for the culprit as our protesting is implying a rationalization and there is that pesky rational mind needing answers again. Our electromagnetic stretch increases as we get the hang of following our feelings and journeying deeply into many realities. Our ability to keep rationalizing to a minimum and to stave off the need to find explanations for everything comes naturally when we value our freedom to choose. We allow our wings to ride the lift power of divine mental indifference. June 6 2007 Wednesday.

23 Complete with feelings, emotional reactions, beliefs and notions, and of course correlating experience in the 3D world, we are well equipped to journey into ourselves and discover what was once hidden and unavailable. Our evolution of self love and self acceptance brings to us innate abilities which have been lying dormant in our bloodlines for several generations. Our ability to experience emotion and feeling absent of panic and judgement will take us on an interesting journey. As we are able to acknowledge deeper feelings about relationships we will be able to have deeper richer understandings of ourselves and others. As we catch ourselves in the act of either pursuing appreciation externally or processing the pursuit of a past relationship experience we can in that instant take a holographic snapshot. As people we are rich in feeling. It is this ability to feel which allows us to go so deeply into issues, to see much and to give much. Considering the richness of our feelings we can conclude that the human ability to rationalize has been over billed. June 7 2007 Thursday.

24 Ideas about self prove to be delusional if these self notions do not harmonize with the sensual organic self. Understanding the temporal sensual self makes all the difference in the world, personal will and spirit merge, prudence and focus find leadership. Establishing a sovereign will brings our attention to our personal energy management. If the old way was to identify self or others as victims the new way is to accept that there are more options available for how energy can be accessed and creatively used. Acknowledging the self as an organic creature gives assurance to our personal bio intelligence, which energetically supports our connection and symbiosis with Gaia. Spirit knows Gaia humans and can move and share energy through such an individual. Rationalized versions of human realities which are either oblivious to Gaia or harmful to her, sever connections with Spirit as their reality notions and concepts are non-synchronistic or non-harmonious with Gaia’s celestial truth. June 8 2007 Friday.

25 As compassion evolves into courage we can boldly own our own part in past relationship issues. We can begin to see deep truths with our emotional selves, especially when we allow ourselves to reiterate relationship dynamics that have been left unresolved. We know what to look at because we are simply reminded of it. Our current willingness to be in harmony manifests opportunities of unprecedented value. June 9 2007 Saturday

26 By accepting the feeling of an experience as opposed to the attached rational mind explanation we can choose another version of that same experience. Once the body has been triggered into hormonal reaction we are basically along for the ride. We experience emotions paralleling thoughts paralleling physical hormonal actions. The drama comes to an end when we run out of energy. Even laughter can seen as a form of venting, certainly anger and complaining are venting procedures. At a less dramatic moment we can choose to look back at what occurs to us, make some clear and focused identifications as to what triggers us into this cascading hormonal drama. We can identify the actual beliefs and rationalizations which support our feeling dance. Knowing linear rationalizations as but a single perspective of an experience we can choose beyond the limitation of our habitual cultural beliefs, we can choose another experience. From the feeling experience we call forward a holographic vista introducing ourselves to multi versions of the experience, each valid as a single perspective. Once we become familiar with our natural affiliation to experience life holographically we will be much more prudent with our ownership as to what triggers us into a reactionary frenzy. June 10 2007 Sunday

27 From an organic perspective life survives because it has a natural entrainment to yin yang dynamics. Nature’s creatures survive, they know when to be receptive and flexible and they know when to be strong and firm. Personal awakening can be seen as a revitalizing wave which ripples through our entire belief system. Beliefs which we did not even know we had are up graded. Our sense of foundation and security changes, our access to our creativity, the quality and means of our relationships, our acceptance and perspective on our social community matures. Yin and Yang dynamics are understood and felt as opposed to explained and qualified. As we awaken to our authenticity we begin to see the folly and limitation of rationalizing, how rationalizing attempts to validate an idea or thought and misses the ocean of infinite connection our feelings offer us. June 11 2007, Monday

28 When we are aware of our experience from a larger perspective we become more accepting of what now appears to us as smaller things. We can see how dissociated events are not dissociated at all. Our choices broaden when we feel their effects within an enlarged grand panorama. Our ability to remember a more realistic version of ourselves and the reality in which we experience our selves will empower us. We can choose to avoid the trauma of contention with others by choosing a shift in attitude. We can choose to make ourselves more available to the things in life which we consider to be nice. Our ability to be practical comes from a new foundation of self awareness. Our attitude epitomizes self confidence. Our security becomes congruent with our self responsibility. June 12 2007 Tuesday